Erinnerungen an einen-Schwanz

Remembering some of the whippings I had years ago, the last of which occurred at nearly 20 years old. Back then I hated them, but would often jack off afterward. Being such a submissive young man taking a severe belting while naked and exposed, begging and blubbering like a fool later became a serious interest. However, I'd love to return to those days. I appreciate it more now what I had then.